I was so positive that I would get to pass in the club, so excited and nervous in a way... But as soon as I saw the news on who passed...

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...where's my name? May there's some typograpical errors or something...or I had mistake in sending my photograph to the moderator's email. Suprisingly, my name's NOT IN THE LIST. I scanned it more than twice, but no luck. I cried, but I shouldn't have, there was no other choice but that club! It really hurts me...
At least my friends are there, ready to comfort, it really makes me embarrassed whenever I cry in school. I tried to smile but I just felt depressed and angry like, 'Why them and not me?'...it was selfish of me to think about it... but that's what really inside of me at that time.

Luckily, one of my friends handed me her handkerchief [I wore jogging pants with no pockets], it was really nice of her, kinda reminds me of someone who's been important to me :>. Anyway, I said to her that i sneezed into it, and of COURSE she doesn't want it anymore, so I decided to wash it then return it next time :].

As soon as I got back to my classrooms, gosh...

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Janina ran into me then said [because they ask the mod why I hadn't passed] that the moderator hadn't receive any photographs of mine! At first, I was totally SHOCKED then began to think, WHY? I hope there was no mistake that I've done until...
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Dismissal time, I went straight to the faculty room to ask, then she said that she would give me a chance, ONLY if I would print my photograph or put it in a CD/diskette then give it to her. My choice would be placing in a CD/diskette because we are already out of stocked in colored ink o_0. ANOTHER problem is that we DON'T HAVE ANY BLANK CDs or DISKETTES LEFT!!! Gooossshhh, my other choice is to let my other classmate to put my pic into a CD/ print it.

Then I came to my friends [which aren't from my class] why I hadn't passed, as I told them that the email was 'mimivl@blahblah.com', it was really 'miNmiNvl@blahblah.com' !!!!!! AMF AMF AMF, I WON'T tell that to the mod or else...she would change her mind. Then...they laugh at what I've done DD and encourage me to PASS MY PHOTO! They're really nice and very supportive, that's one thing I realize today. And I also realized to WRITE the email and NOT TO MEMORIZE anymore [I forget easily...and I tried to memorize but no luck at some times xDDD]...




~Munette!